HEART OF A POET


HEART OF A POET


Joee
The photos on this page are of myself at home.

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Holding both hands out to you,
allowing you access into
these secret pieces of me.
Asking, for you to look
deeply into,
   my life,
      my love,
         my self.

Do you care, that my
trembling hands, place
this beating heart in front
of your eyes,
   to see,
      to judge,
         to hold?

Expressing my life on paper.
Trying to make sense of the
valleys, and of the hills,
that are
   so hard,
      so real,
         so constant.

Opening wider, taking you with me
where i walk, and where i hide,
down paths and up trails,
twisting around
   the obstacles,
       the truths,
           the lessons.

Sharing, because I want my voice
to be heard, and to be understood.
Trying to make the journey easier,
and more familiar,
   for you,
       for me,
           for we.

Love,
joee Copyright,1999 





Joee



coloring books primary colors drip from full lips, as the white oval pallet is tasted, passion words power words fuse creating rainbow images on white canvas. feelings roll off the tongue, dripping onto the page, ordering images to form the magic of reality fantasy humanity painted with a sword's force of deep emotion. unafraid of self expression, sharing colors of a heart, that sees and feels life to the soul's core a vivid landscape of painted words that feel. this is the heart of the poet.... --kimba Copyright,2000


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TRUNDLED i've been squatting, trying to scrape off my worry. my feet tell me i stayed inside too long, now my fears are pregnant. i need a coating, an unconcious fragrance, standing like wrought iron while i hurry inside. a cowcatcher i can throw back, my ounce of prevention. some magic, a curse in my eye! steaming off me like a pond in the morning. no more banners to read, poking at ideas that i don't understand. choking quietly to a busy audience. chris. Copyright, 2000



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if only i saved the last dance for "if only" that single hope that keeps your breath circulating but when if onlys turn into regrets the last song is over and you're left alone i'm surrounded by potential people and it takes my all to keep from pushing them off of the nearest cliff because when you see their wings you then want to see them fly especially when flight means that they will be with you but all they ever see is the ground i am looking for motion someone with enough momentum to turn the page that i have been stuck on for years but it seems we've all gone illiterate when it comes to the language of love ~Fawn (c)March 2009



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Of Love Come away Love it's time to remember the sweet sound of your own heart’s beat Come away Love from the buzz of all things electric and begin to hear breath Come away Love from false illumination walk into the true light of your path your own Love Come away Love from the harsh father voices and become a child again hearing life with new ears Love is Life Life is Love It spirals all around you Sparkling in silver magic Awaken to the day Awaken to the call of Love ~Joee 3/21/09



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*I Am Exodus* At the eye stormed the sun undisguised repentance I will run To the whipping wind raise the palm the drying fear Sing the song I will stand to kill the dignity of the dream --RICHARD Copyright, May 2000



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THE POET WITHIN It's the poet within that some times hides deep down inside the darkness of the soul refusing to come forth going temporary mad and hand has to struggle hard with pen to release the blood flow yet other times the poet within sings out loud eager to let go seeking the dark side seeing shadows from another rim and longing to follow them then like a child goes running down the isle laughing and playing It's the poet wihin that weeps from beauty in a birds song watching it take flight on feathered wing leaving behind all worries and cares It's the poet within that falls in love with the imagination never knowing where it might run to except to where ever pen in hand leads the way --Wolfeyes Copyright, 4-4-91



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Small fragile hand reaches out seeking warmth. "Take me with you down your flower path." Sparkling emerald eyes wide with childlike wonder trust so completely in a tender heart, they abandon all to follow where this way may lead. Warm comfort hand braids into tiny fingers leading through fields of violets and daisies. The dark diamonds of soft protective eyes show simple unspoiled beauty, their treasure. Holding up the world to a heart it loves. The sunshine of love, caresses two lovers as green grass is kissed by sweet honey dew. Twilight embraces the amber tones of softness as my love becomes everything that is you. Secure in this fogless journey, I hold your hand. --Kimba Copyright, 2000



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Just another tear You would think As I walk across the jagged edges Of this ripped up love letter Letting the sand of fate Tickle the bottoms on my soles That I would stop searching for consistency And understand that each tear Was separate from the first But as I take the scissors To smooth the edges I know the line will never be straight Black and white will never continue with diamonds Never have me dancing with pinned dollar bills But I keep my face pressed to the glass case Because you are the deepest shade of gray The shade between the lines The invisible words that I have to close my eyes To read I make up the lyrics Just so I can keep singing along Praying that no one will listen That no one will pay close enough attention to me So that I can keep living my daydreams Hearing bells that have never made a sound Sweating without breaking a dance Letting myself get tangled in a web When the spider is no where to be found Why do I chase shadows Instead of the men making them? It has always been so easy to allow Four letter words to glaze my tongue But love? Why is it the dirtiest word of all? Just another four letters That everyone else says with ease But its silence haunts me Almost as much as its hollow presence And I can't help but wonder: Is it easier to be numb? ~Fawn (c) August 2007



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