A photo of myself.
amour
your smile caresses the deepest portions of my soul
enchanting me with memories
holding me close when i am with woe
your smile is a sunrise in a peaceful, winter's day
with eyes burning at my flesh
knowing what i am needing to say
i guess you knew this would happen with you and me
love caught me with its pinchers
and i never want to be set free
flowers grow into gardens, and then wilt away
with the feelings i get when u hold me
i know my love will stay
you walk away at midnight, yet i still hold you near
cradled in your sunshine
gentle as a deer
never told you exactly about the way my heart aches
when your tears fall from the heavens
how it makes my heart break
i wish i could paint your smile across the face of the moon
look at it in silence
praying to see you soon
if i could tell you how much you mean to me
if i could find the way to say...
your love has overpowered me
and i want it to always be that way
--FAWN--
Copyright,1999
** Pome **
Love is hunger, it is a whisper
It cries out with anguish
And sings sonnets into the sunrise...
It is like a storm, in the billowing sea
Swirling around, mysteriously, a wonder to watch,
but such pain to endure.
Love will break you,
It will make you cover yr face with yr hands
and weep, it will give you life
and take yr will to live away.
Ah, cruel muse, why have you smitten me
With yr Siren's song...
"Love is a compromise, first yr way then mine"
But the animals cannot love
The birds song cannot capture the beauty of a lover's eyes,
the luster of their laugh,
nor can the sun eclipse the radiance of their smile....
Perhaps the animals can love,
for aren't we all animals?
We need, we thirst, we drive, alone...
blind, foolish, stumbling...
reaching groping, for someone to take our hand....
to complete us, to love, but all too often,
oh the wait is long, but the desire longer,
such toils, such turmoil,
the cost of love is loneliness...
you must first swallow the poison before you can taste
the antidote.
--Matt L.--
Copyright,1999
--To Kimba--
Far far away in distance, wolf is calling,
over the moor
throughout the hills
howling strikes with terror
skin and bones become filled with chills
for awhile moonlight breaks the shadows
a warm breeze like a fist from behind
I turn around and there you stand, in the mist
I've never seen such a beautiful smile
on my shoulder a gentle hand
makes me feel secure
makes me feel alive
clouds getting thicker,
it's dark once again,
your soft hair strikes my cheek and then you�re gone
wolf is howling.....far far away.
--Patrick--
Copyright,1999
--CAGED--
Give to me what I want from you
Take from me what I give to you
Deaf and dumb and blind you belong to me
Shadow kills the mind and burns the soul
Forever twisting in the black
Freedom has become a memory
I belong to you
and you belong to me
Freedom has become a memory
Violence your new reality
--Ravenshadow
Copyright,1999
there is no where i want to be
but buried in your arms
hidden in your velvet layers of love
where my tears can rest
and my body can become soft again
there is no one else i want to love
but you, for the rest of my life
forgetting all the pains of who i am
so i can be lost in you
and find who heaven wishes me to be
there is no other words that mean more
than when you alone say you love me
tenderly stealing my breath away
with your vivid smile
or melting my heart with your kiss
there is no other hurt that is greater
than when i have caused you pain
burrowing deep inside me hides your shattered voice
so that i know i can not make you smile
and only your frown remains
there is nothing i want more
than to make you happy again
laughing at the pleasures of togetherness
living my life as your love
and you being my prince, forever
there is nothing i need more
than you.
--Fawn
Copyright,
August 2000
To: My Friend
it glistens,though i'm unable to see.
a far cry from craving,
the room moves around me.
no ones's touch has caught me,
yet here you are.
open my eyes with yours, let the air prove
kinetics.
your image involves me, though like darkness
who can see? and be sure?
the open air between us charges towards me,
i can only design sweet legs,
wrapped around my thought and squeezing.
how far is your reach? can you see me here?
do i drop my shield and expose myself?
or, stationary, do you pass by me?
somewhere soft where a small light glows,
i hope for tender advances.
how do you manage a heart beat?
slowly now,i stand erect, a moan escapes my lips.
why should i begin to ask?
because i feel the need.
--chris.
Copyright,1999
Pink Lemonade
She shines like a double star
Yet the finest of her beauty
The eye cannot see
But I look all I can anyway
She asks the difficult questions
With a smile and a glimmer
But my answers are merely gray
When she's a world of colors
She'll dance as if we're lovers
Then I'll close my eyes and dream
While she sips her pink lemonade
I'll think of things that could've been
She was shaking in my arms and I knew
'Until next time' might be goodbye
But my fingers are crossed
As I fall into the empty bed I've earned
She still shines from a distance
Yet she's no further than my thoughts
As I ponder indecision's damage
She's inspiration to be so crazy
She's inspiration to be free
-Jeff Boardman
(c)August, 2009
suprajeff@gmail.com
Simply Be
And somewhere
between
the heaven
and the earth
I still hear you
call to me
I still hear the love
in your voice
Come here my Love
and simply be
Simply be
my everything
Simple allow me
to play with your hair
Simply allow me
to touch you everywhere
Look into my eyes Love
and simply be
my treasure
my always
my need
and my key
Unlock your heart now
and we’ll set it free
Watch it rise my Love
beyond the earth
and the sea.
In colors of crimson
it blooms into me
flowers of heavens
stars of the sea
simply
be
-Joee
(c)August 2009